The other face

…
Yet there is no light for me
Only a dark shadow
Like hope has cast off her cloak
To reinvent herself
Now in her place the sense of nothingness
The pain which keeps tearing
Long after the initial rip fades
Where I have learnt the promise
Of quietness
Kept close the mask I wear in faith
All in her name
Because those who knew best
Saw little but her beauty
Where as I, I belonged to her ugly side.